blah.

i started off in a great mood this morning and now i'm crabby again.
first day back to work and i was looking forward to it.
but there is so much to do and i've so much on my mind.
this will sound ridiculous, but i am almost hoping to be struck with a serious illness.
a hospital stay would do me some good.
three hots and a cot. oh..that's jail.
well either/or.

why, i think i could almost...almost shed tears.
how distasteful.
i am a suck, looking for sympathy that i have no idea what to do with.

there will be a big snowstorm tomorrow.
maybe i'll fall and get a concussion.
i wouldn't mind being unconscious for a bit.

let us end this as it started.

blah.