good night.
i've had enough of this.
the mania is fast edging toward depression.
teeter totter for one please.

im going out on the town tomorrow night.
it is wise for me to make plans i can't break.
this way if i'm still manic - i can burn some energy.
if i'm depressed - well at least i'll be far from the lure of my bed.

i have resolved to be less of a pushover this year.
i'm tired of waiting around for others to determine my fate.
it's really stupid. don't you know.

i will get what i want in 2004.