the people in my life seem to want me around.
in fact, some of them demand an audience with me.
then why have i never felt so isolated?

oh yeah. that.

ain't that just a pisser.

i need a lighthearted evening on the town.
yes life is heavy at the moment,
and yes, my mother did point out that my face is beginning to show signs of thirty-one years of stoic eyebrow raising.
but, i need to laugh it up.

i would like to go out for a nice dinner and get drunk over an expensive bottle of something i'll feel compelled to pretend to appreciate.