tomorrow is my big doctor's appointment.
it's been four years since my last one.
i am rather nervous.
but it will be nice to get the poking and prodding over with and not have to think about it anymore.
and, on a personal note that i'm sure no one wants to hear about, it will be great to be back on the pill.
if i gain weight i will be very annoyed. last time i went on it, i jumped nearly a cup-size.
i'm not really interested in expanding the rack.
the price a woman has to pay to get that little disk of pastel pills...
i usually weep for a while after an internal. it's just such an evil experience.

i also must make arrangements to see a dentist and an optometrist.
before my benefits run out.
still haven't found an apartment.

i love you all.
think kind thoughts for me.
im only a human.