Because today I don't feel worthy
You seem so beautiful and strong
These unsure hands could never soothe you
Too afraid of doing something wrong

ah, sebadoh.
such lovely melancholy lyrics

had a good weekend.
went to two parties
and attended eatvancouver
where peter filmed me and lisa eating.
hot stuff. good fun.
that makes for a pretty crazy couple of days
for an old broad like me.

at the second party
i met the most fascinating woman
she writes for nudie mags -
a market i've always wanted to crack.

ive had a lot of time to sit around
and think this wknd.
i've added two goals to my list:

get published in an american girlie mag
get involved in the vancouver burlesque scene - somehow

these thoughts are fun distractions from heavier darker thoughts.
plenty of time for that.