i have to get something published this summer.
there, i put it in writing.
now i have to do it.

i'm running scared, you see.
i don't feel like a writer at all these days.
not that i ever really did.
but at least when you have published material
under your belt,
you can fool yourself
and more importantly, others.

so, i have set a goal.
one published piece by september.
it's been well over a year since
my words appeared in print for pay
frightening.

i am very tired today
and rather bitchy
it will pass, i suppose

just had the most delicious sashimi

i have been left to my own devices for a week.
a weird feeling.
not entirely good.