you know how you always say you're doing the best you can,
and you know how you are almost always lying?
i am using the universal "you" here.
you know?

if i don't get a haircut soon,
i will forget the colour of my eyes.

a little black cloud has descended.
it highlights the corners of my apt
once upon a time i found my place
cosy and calming -
now i see and feel the dinge
rioting in the shadows.