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aaaaand...
i am on the wildrose d-tox cleanse
this is not my sort of thing
but i've felt so rotten lately,
i'm willing to give anything a try.
depression and disorganization have taken its toll.

right now, i have a headache
and i haven't urinated this much, sober, ever.
i am tired.
but i was tired before the cleanse.

just ate the most delightful avocado.
it was heavenly.
buttery goodness.
now if only i could have spread it on
a nice thick slice of bread.
sigh.

i have been assured i cannot do this.
i wish i felt a little more confidence to disagree.

one day at a time
sweet jesus.