christ, what a day.
spent most of it mopping up vomit
and smoothing a fevered brow.
and now things are quiet.

i tried to listen to music.
songs from the eternal sunshine soundtrack
caught me unawares.
i thought i had put those songs aside,
that is, pulled them from my itunes playlist.
i find they are just too much for me,
i can't listen to them without bawling -
never mind misting up.

combined with my current exhaustion,
the effect of this musical sneak attack was quite severe.
but then again, i do feel better now.
sometimes a good weep is a good way
to say good-bye to an unpleasant day.

oh dear, here comes the sexsmith set.
i must go find some tissue.