Today has been an exceptionally terrible day. I feel so very miserable...about everything. Today was expensive, exhausting and just plain rude. I honestly don't know if I'll ever get my shit together. I like to think I'm very hard done by. I'm not. I'm fortunate in whole shit-load of ways, but for today I don't want to have to be mature and realistic. I want someone to fix things. I'm tired. I'm not making any sense and I have laundry to do before I can fall asleep.