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I would like a do over, please.

I just went through several years of gmail.
I skimmed through thousands of old emails.
Threaded between Facebook, Myspace & Orkut notifications
and photo attachments of a slimmer me,
I found remnants of only half-buried ugliness.
Patterns of pitiful behaviour leapt up from the inbox.
What do you do with bad history?
I deleted a lot of it, but I still feel grimey on the inside.

A selective brain injury would be nice.

One can only dream.